Friday, August 12, 2011

peace and safety.

this is a song God gave me back in October, or, i gave it to God back in October, as soon as i could sit back at the piano and plunk out a few notes with my recovering arms, hand and wrist. what a crazy season of life!


You're leading me straight from here

so I will trust Your heart

as You take me by the hand

i know the healing starts



in this place of surrender

of laying down all my life

i'm leaving it all behind for You

Chorus:

i find a peace that only You can offer

a safety that is not of this world

You are my refuge, my rock to stand upon

unshakable, i know i will not be moved



this work You began in me

You will see it through

Holy Spirit, lead and guide

do what You love to do



in this place of surrender

what else can i decide?

i'm leaving it all behind for you


i find a peace that only You can offer

a safety that is not of this world

You are my refuge, my rock to stand upon

unshakable, i know i will not be moved



i choose to live

to be made holy,

to seek You only

i choose to live

to please You

to bless Your heart


i find a peace that only You can offer

a safety that is not of this world

You are my refuge, my rock to stand upon

unshakable, i know i will not be moved


amen! it's truth i now stand on with even more clarity than i had when i wrote this song. i love how God proves himself time and again.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

almost one year since the accident. an entry from streams in the desert daily devotional.


i was led to read today's entry from a book my great grandma gave me years ago before she passed away. i used to read it everyday, and probably have gone through it a handful of times, year after year after great grandma milly gave it to me when i was a teenager.

today's entry spoke to me so loudly, and spoke to me so clearly as i read. i have been unpacking the crazy year i have had just these last few weeks(there really is a lot to sift through...) and i am realizing, yet again, the importance of praise and thankfulness. i am convicted that I must OWN my testimony, i must walk in the assurance of God's protection of my life, of Him being my keeper, of Him working all things for my good because i do, i do, i do love Him. i must claim these truths for myself and walk confidently in them knowing i am His and He is mine. oh, how wonderful!

it's funny, not funny ha ha, but very interesting to me that today's entry talkes about Jesus communicating with the Father about his dear friend lazarus. this passage is dear to me, it always has been because it happens in Bethany, which is my name, a city near Jerusalem. but it is even dearer to me now as i have been thinking so much about life and death as i approach my one year anniversay of the car accident that could have been fatal and indeed, has changed my life.

there is a lot to sift through.

anywho, here is the entry from today. :)

“And Jesus lifted up his eyes, and said, Father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me” (John 11:41).

This is a very strange and unusual order. Lazarus is still in the grave, and the thanksgiving precedes the miracle of resurrection. I thought that the thanksgiving would have risen when the great deed had been wrought, and Lazarus was restored to life again. But Jesus gives thanks for what He is about to receive. The gratitude breaks forth before the bounty has arrived, in the assurance that it is certainly on the way. The song of victory is sung before the battle has been fought. It is the sower who is singing the song of the harvest home. It is thanksgiving before the miracle!

Who thinks of announcing a victory-psalm when the crusaders are just starting out for the field? Where can we hear the grateful song for the answer which has not yet been received? And after all, there is nothing strange or forced, or unreasonable in the Master’s order. Praise is really the most vital preparatory ministry to the working of the miracles. Miracles are wrought by spiritual power. Spiritual power is always proportioned to our faith.–Dr. Jowett

PRAISE CHANGES THINGS

Nothing so pleases God in connection with our prayer as our praise, and nothing so blesses the man who prays as the praise which he offers. I got a great blessing once in China in this connection. I had received bad and sad news from home, and deep shadows had covered my soul. I prayed, but the darkness did not vanish. I summoned myself to endure, but the darkness only deepened. Just then I went to an inland station and saw on the wall of the mission home these words: “Try Thanksgiving.” I did, and in a moment every shadow was gone, not to return. Yes, the Psalmist was right, “It is a good thing to give thanks unto the Lord.”–Rev. Henry W. Frost